i am blur...

i cried yesterday night and just now...

wat happen to me la...

gosh...

i need ur help...

i duno wat to do...

how???

should i accept or not???

he wrote to me...

wants me to be his girl and wife...

he said last time he regret to let me go and he promise not to do that again...

he said he will hold my hand till i say I DUN LOVE HIM ANYMORE...

but i found out something...

he still wearing the ring...

he told me that he brought the ring de...

but wat from my expectation was, tat ring belongs to both of them...

and now,

i can 100% confirm that the RING IS BELONG TO BOTH OF THEM...

i read her blog and notes...

her blog picture is the ring that he always wears...

even till now, he still wear it...

she say after we met her, she cried every single night...(that's wat she wrote on her blog)

i felt sympathies to her...

its like, i am the one who spoilt their relationship...

nice ring rite???miss her or???

he always sms me said that i am not the one...

he said no matter i appear in his life or not, he will still break up with her...

and stop blaming myself while its not my problem at all...

what should i do???

carmen...

u mau main sdo a???

dream on...blekk...

i love u o...

(from ur LOVELY jie jie)...

i am going to end up by saying something...

bi bi...its ur life...choose it wisely...not to regret...