funny+sad+stress...

okay...

i duno where to start...

so y dun we start at last night...

last night, both of us chit-chat n sms...

about 12++ de, i am so so so damn sleepy...

den while talking in phone with him,

actually i am HALF ASLEEP...

and i replied him with "en" "Em" "ya" "a"...

when i recall my memory, i felt tats funny...

den i really beh tahan de...

so i say i wan to oi oi le...
+ i headache leh...

den atlast i hang up n slp...

den i realise that after the call, he on9...

coz i checked his fb...haha

so 8...

wat to do la...

i am a 8 po...

like to ke poh...

this morning hor...

i woke up at 10++ cause my mummy la...

keep on call my hp and wake me up...

today holiday leh...

i very tired jor la...

let me slp abit later oso cannot meh...

i woke up oso...

den i on9 lo...

tis is de oni thing i can do...

i waiting him to wake up but i didn't get any reply for very long...

atlast he woke up...

but today we not really sms with each other...

i lied to him say i can alone de...

but actually i can't...

but i still pass through tis...

suffer abit oni ma...

i am bi bi...sure can go through tis la...

den i waited him for quite long...

at last he woke up also...

den we sms...

hmm...

compare with the other day, today is de lowest rate of sms with him...

mayb he not feeling well la...

i dun mind...

as long he fully recover den i'm ok with it...

i dun wan let him say tat i am still like last time...

(mayb i am)...who knows...

i can't read ppl's mind like edward cullen...

i'm not the vampire...

but i wish to be one of them just to have their beautiful diamond skin...

who don't wan it???

i wan it so badly...

gosh...

tomolo is my final exam...

i'm dead...

but i am ready to fight with the question...

question!!! i'm coming!!!

u will die!!!...hahaha...

oh ya...he also tell me tat he whole body no energy...

hahaha...he slp too long jor la...^^...

like a pig pig...*oink oink*...

the most funny stuff is, b4 i call him, he is 100% recover...

but after i call him, it drop to 90%...

its like i make him more suffer...

how la...

he love me or not???

i really scare tat i will make wrong decision...

i scare to get hurt again by him...

i scare he will dump me again...

i wan to say yes...

but scare later break...

if say no...

i will be very very sad...

god...

wat to do...

T.T...

i dun wan him to leave me...

actually, when i saw him wearing their ring, i very angry de...

but i still act nothing...

i love too act as tough as i can...

but i am super duper weak...

i sometime need him so badly...

but i just keep my mouth shut...

i dun wan him to worry bout me...

i wan him to stay happy with no worry...

tat's my hope for him oni...

bi bi!!!

fight with the question tomolo o...

do ur best...

i love u bi bi...

muackzz~~~